Paddy Mayhem video project

Mayhem can describe a number of things – juggling work and family and side-hustles, being on set or in tech week, trying to travel to and from an international workshop these days, producing theatre without swings or understudies in the age of COVID… just life in general. But it was also, from the very beginning I believe, the title of the mass battle video concept some of the board and producers brought to the 2024 Paddy Crean International Workshop, before it had any other concept besides involving every participant who wanted to play.

It’s now up, after a previz-level drag-and-drop Foley, soundtrack, filter, and as much little tweaking of speed and position and such as I can do for first-person long takes.

We had an embarrassment of riches when it came to experience and talent in the instructors and staff in that room, to the point where I think we were all looking at each other to be the second unit director as it were. Ultimately we did one full group thing, and then split into four working groups for the rest, with a few quick pickup shots on either end. I do wish we’d been able to come in with an agreed-upon plan and be premeditated on at least the sections and how we’d handle transitions, but that’s the nature of the beast… of the mayhem.

So here it is, one of the more enjoyable forms of Mayhem out there:

And if you want to see and hear a bit more behind-the-scenes context and commentary, I’ve got that up now too:

It does seem that more workshops are trying things like this, as video becomes more accessible and people start to expect more social media takeaways for all participants.

Some of them have shared some of the familiar faces here as well, like the Philly Cheesesteak (one of the first I know to start doing the mass battle thing, pre-video even I think).

…and the Tourist Trap’s been doing these for a bit as well:

The SAFD Theatrical Firearms Safety Workshops actually mandate a staged group fight at the end, with half the group wrangling and half performing and then a swap, and those are often videotaped as well. I’ve shared several of those on my YouTube channel when I’ve been involved, like this one:

…and none of these have been workshops specifically aimed at fighting for camera, like the (I think now extinct?) Virginia Beach Bash was. It generally produced smaller videos with a couple combatants per student filmmaker from one sequence, and usually a showcase stunt by a couple staff.

What do you think is valuable, both to the participants and to those producing the workshops? What’s counterproductive or harmful, because it shows bad work or takes away from the pedagogical focus of a workshop? If you’ve been involved in a project like this, what do you wish you’d done differently? What haven’t you seen done that might be fun?

Another turn around the sun

So today I’m 48.

I’m not sure where I thought I’d be at this age. Depends on when you asked, of course: for much of the past 14 years I’d have thought I’d be a tenured professor of theatre somewhere by now, and maybe a resident fight director somewhere, have an agent who occasionally books me work. That’s not how life worked out, and I’m still coming to terms with that, but I have had the privilege of getting to do some pretty fun, interesting things along the way, and of still having my family by my side, and of having a house to live in, in a beautiful part of the country, and a job with insurance and a paycheck, and a thousand other things to be thankful for. Heck, there have been times I wasn’t sure I’d still be around at age 48, so I’ll take it. I’ve been trying to find the beauty in what I’ve got, sharing some of it on my Insta when I see little moments on my way to work or whatever.

I have gotten to connect with that theatre side of myself a bit more, recently: In the past week, I’ve rented some Fight Designer, LLC props, worked on more for other potential rentals, taught a workshop and laid the groundwork for some upcoming choreo at a local high school, and both assisted with and taken workshops online with Theatrical Intimacy Education. This coming week I’ve got another meeting with a theatre about some possible stage combat classes, and a meet & greet with a filmmaker’s group (local Indies and just their regular social thing). Still need to record and upload my homework for the Margolis Method teacher training program (working towards Instructor Level III).

A month ago I was arriving at the Banff Centre in Canada, being greeted warmly by my fight family. It’s hard to feel like I deserve to be there, when so many of the friends I’ve made in the International Order of the Sword & Pen in my 25 years now of going to the International Paddy Crean Workshops are already back to gigs coordinating action and movement and intimacy for international movie productions, for major theaters in London, NYC, Australia, Canada, and elsewhere, and I’m… well, I’m just me… but being back in those rooms at the Banff Centre as a staff and instructor and getting to drop in on other people’s classes and occasionally play was a good reminder also that I do have those skills, that I can play along at that level in some ways. I mean, being old and out of shape I can’t do it as long or look as good doing it as many of the people there, but both body and brain still know what to do, and that was lovely to feel. Apart from teaching and assisting a few classes, much of my staff work there was video, which is a strange niche that has emerged just from trying to find ways to be useful and wanted over the years- it’s never been my main thing, but it’s become something I learned because other folks valued someone who knew the stage combat and stunt side of things, and was at home in those spaces, and who could also do a bit of shooting and editing, and so that’s become another side-hustle kind of thing that I also rarely use, but that’s been fun to develop when I can. This year’s workshop included some of my old mentors like David Boushey, Lloyd Caldwell, key Sempai like Ian Rose, Spencer Humm, those that I’d call peers if I’d been able to become my best self and keep up with them, like Siobhan Richardson, Bryce Birmingham, Danny Beavis, Kev McCurdy, Lyndall Grant, Jess Finley, Oula Kitti, Claire Llewellyn, Roberto Martinez-Loyo… so many others… and also at this point former students, interns, and assistants, who are also exciting to see, many of whom have already surpassed me in the cool stuff they’ve been up to (like Sunny Vinsavich, and Samantha Egle, both of whom put me to shame). And friends I haven’t seen in years, and friends I’ve just met. It’s a strange little Brigadoon of sorts, that’s been another major touchstone in my life periodically – it’s a five day workshop, plus travel, so basically a week, that I’ve done over new years in Banff 1998/99, Edinburgh Fall 2000, Banff again 2000/2001, and here I’m guesstimating because I don’t remember exactly what years it happened but 2002/2003, 2004/2005, 2006/2007, 2008/2009, 2011/2012, 2014/2015, 2016/17, 2018/19, and now 2024 (COVID kept us apart for five years). So that’s more than two months total, but spread out between when I was 22 and fresh out of college, to my decade live in Seattle, my four years in VA going to grad school and adjuncting, my time as a professor at the University of WY, my time as a professor at CWRU, and now my life in OR.

This year’s video playlist, starting almost exactly a month ago with January 4th as Day 1:

I hope to be adding the short we did on Day 4 soon, but it’s been waiting on some rotoscoping another member of the video team’s been doing in his scarce free time (one of the other long-time Paddy folks and a member of the board really wanted to do a lightsaber bit). Otherwise I’ve basically got it edited and Foleyed.

Today was a nice day. We went for a walk along the river, while we had a day without rain or ice. We had cake. We watched a SAG-AFTRA screener at home, since voting is happening now for the awards. I spoke briefly with parents and sibling, and have gotten the birthday well-wishes of about 170 Facebook friends from around the world, last checked. Had some lovely Thai takeout.

These somewhat arbitrary checkpoints in life are only as meaningful as we make them, but it can be a good reminder to stop and take stock and reflect, as though some cosmic Elmo on a less problematic was-Twitter-now-is-X? platform were checking in and asking “how is everybody doing?”

So that’s me, I guess. How are you doing?

States of being… this one Oregon.

As I slowly continue updating my digital footprint around the internet, I figure I may as well put something here too. Life has taken me in many different directions over the last few decades, but now it’s taken me back NorthWest – to Eugene, OR. Not for a job this time, but for family reasons, and honestly I’m not sure yet where that will take my career. It’s been over a decade since I had a Fall where I wasn’t preparing syllabi and trying to learn students’ names, and it feels odd. There’s plenty to be done getting our new house worked out and fixed up, and the steadily-grown inventory of Fight Designer, LLC hasn’t made these moves any easier, of course.

I’ll likely be starting a day job shortly, and continuing to pursue what theatre & film work I can on the side, much like I did when I was in Seattle, before going back for my MFA, teaching certifications, union memberships, etc.

The teaching thing is great when it’s going well, but Case Western’s MFA program was a stretch for me in many ways, both different and with extremely high expectations, and I never got the chance to become what they needed me to be… so even if Ohio had continued to be viable for my family, I wasn’t going to stay there and progress as a tenured professor. The undergrad teaching went well, but as a specialist, what they really cared about was the prestige graduate program, not the BA classes in various topics. The constant pressure from the last couple cohorts of MFA students to be what they wanted me to be was exhausting, and unforgiving, and disheartening. Continuing my training and trying new things was dismissed by some as just further evidence that I wasn’t already the guru they expected me to be, and while I learned and grew a lot as a teacher (and really, at that level, they wanted a coach not a teacher, they wanted to train and practice, not learn – in retrospective insight, that’s one of the big shifts it took me too long to figure out), between the disruptions of trying to teach movement and stage combat online during COVID, coming in halfway through one cohort’s progression (that one actually went great), and the two year curricular cycle, I never actually got a chance to do a full rotation, let alone dial it in. And with the same 8 students for two years, and close ties between the cohorts, (and some strangeness with a new Dean) all it took was a few students being vocally unhappy and I was toast when the review came up. One of the last (virtual) conference presentations I gave was for an acting teacher’s symposium thing, and it got into some of the issues with defining movement instruction, for any readers who are interested – the Theatre Teacher Summit website was temporary, but I kept a copy:

So I’m not sure what the next chapter will look like. I may still find the perfect position in the perfect location that works for me and my family, but it’s also certainly likely that I won’t – or that if the chance comes up, I won’t be able to do the interview process without getting fired by the day job I need to pay the bills. The academic life is a privilege, and I may not get another shot at it. But that could also mean getting to see and be there for my family more while I still have kids at home and nearby, and that’s worth something too. It’s beautiful in this part of the country. I might get to see some of my Seattle friends occasionally, and I’ve already made a few connections with local theaters and schools. But even if the subject of this blog originally, and of my company (and yes, I did already file Fight Designer LLC with the Oregon Secretary of State), and of kevininouye.com, and of everything I’ve been working for the past couple decades mostly goes away, if I never get to do another union screen project or work at a LORT theatre again… I’ve gotten to do some cool stuff. I’ve won some awards and gotten other recognition. I’ve seen beauty in many places. I’ve been in movies, big and small. I’ve written multiple books. I’ve presented workshops in multiple countries. I’ve been set on fire, dragged behind vehicles, fallen off things, done fake fights, played with guns and swords and other weapons, taken many martial arts classes, built various kinds of masks and armor and crossbows and sword hilts, rode horses, directed for theatre and made short films (see prior post), gotten grants, played with mocap…. I mean sure, I’d love to do more of this and then some, but maybe that’s just being greedy. There’s a new generation stepping up, and thankfully this time it’s not all mediocre old white men, and even if it means mediocre old white men like myself have a harder time finding good jobs, that’s something both higher ed and the theatrical arts have been desperately needing. I look forward to seeing where that goes, whether I’m still involved, or sitting in the audience.

But hey, if anyone wants to bring me out to play, you know where to find me now.

Enough

I’ve had some passing interactions with friends in various parts of their careers and lives recently. Some are retiring. Some are losing loved ones (far too many of those this year). Some are leaving tenured jobs, either for new opportunities or just because they feel it’s the only real choice left to them.

There’s a high bar, a respect, in which I hold anyone who can say “I” and “enough” in the same sentence, in a non-quitting, non-suicidal context. I found my career late in life, having taken far too long to figure out what might be a viable career path for myself – at least compared to most of my family, who went straight from college to grad school to careers, or otherwise knew themselves quickly.

Hell, I’m still trying to figure out how I can define myself based on what employers might be looking for, in a Venn diagram of personal satisfaction, supporting my family, my actual strengths, and viable career paths. I have no idea if I’ll ever be able to actually retire, or whether I want to or not. The person whose position I stepped into here at Case passed away still teaching, and there are many Americans who will never see a point where they either want to or can step away from their jobs.

One inspiring yet tragic story comes from the passing of a loved one in our fight family here in the US, and it’s the kind of story I can only aspire to myself. Ed Baker and many others have been saying goodbye to the beloved Danette Baker, and this story of his just hit me in the feels while making me feel even more inadequate myself:

Here’s a story:

We have a Hospice Nurse assigned to us at the hospital. We met on Wednesday just hours before Danette moved from a critical care patient to a hospice patient. When the Nurse, who I will call Michelle, came into the room, I was reading a Dylan Thomas piece to Danette and she stood there quietly in the door. I, being me, found a place to stop reading and turned to say, “Hi.”

“Oh,” she says, “A Runner?”

We started talking, me and this nurse, about what we would be doing in the coming hours and how it would all happen, as we walked out to the quiet room. She casually asked if I’d been with Danette the whole three days that she’d been in CCU and I said, “No. she was, up until this last year, an Athlete and it’s hard for me to see her like this.”

Well, it’s never easy to explain Physical Acting and Stage Combat to Muggles, but I started talking about swords and stunts and clowning.

She said, “My son did The Three Musketeers in high school and he just loved the sword fighting and the choreographer that they worked with. He quit football and was an actor and went to college on a full ride scholarship and found his passion in geology! And it was all because of that Sword Fight Teacher!”

I thought, ‘That’s nice. Her kid did a play.”

Until it hit me… “What high school?” I asked

“Mulvane.” a small town south of us.

I stopped in the hallway and said, “That’s her.” throwing my thumb back over my shoulder, “My wife is that Choreographer!”

“What? Really? She’s Mrs. Baker?”

“Yeah!”

We talked and as it turns out his love of acting and storytelling changed Her oldest son’s life and got him through high school and then college. Then he went on to tell his two younger brothers that they really need to take the drama classes… And the Middle son went to college on a Theatre Scholarship. Then her youngest was in his first high school play the past weekend and she ended up on our case because she had gone to see him in Mamma Mia and that had changed her schedule so that she was there, then with us.

So, as we were talking over the paperwork and all of the details of this journey, she was flipping through her phone, and, I thought, “Geez, Rude Much?”

Until she stopped and stared at the phone then turned it towards me. There was my Sweet Baby, with three high school kids, all with swords in hand! 

That was a photo from a rehearsal that the kid had hung on his bedroom wall all those years ago and then framed and took to his college dorm and now sits on the mantle of his grown-up home.

And, names are changed to protect the blah, blah, blah…

When she called her son last night and said that Mrs. Baker was one of her patients, he asked, “Danette? Danette Baker?! Wait, if she’s your patient… that’s bad, right?”

I interrupted her and said, “Please tell him that it’s not bad… It’s a great gift for all of us, especially Danette.”

She got to hear that story straight from Michelle, a mom who twelve years later got to meet the person who changed her family’s lives.

Share your interests with all the energy and passion you can muster. You’re always leaving a piece of yourself with others.

Godspeed Danette, happy retirement friends, and congratulations to any of you who have reached a point where you feel you’re enough. And cheers to all of you who, like me, will likely never feel like we’ve gotten there, no matter what we accomplish.

Life is a series of compromises, and time is the ultimate zero-sum game. You can be there for your kids, or you can act in that show. You can take that teaching certification, or you can hustle more gigs. You can take the guaranteed crew slot, or keep auditioning for a role. You can work on building a local industry or relationships, or you can move to NYC, LA, Atlanta, or somewhere else and try to break into the existing power structures in search of legitimacy. And sometimes, you get COVID, or cancer, or something else, and that pulls you out of all of those possibilities. But nobody can do it all, and whether you feel in retrospect you made the right choice or enough probably has as much to do with your personality, or the random comments of your colleagues and students, as it does with the caliber or your work.

Celebrate what you’ve been able to do. The online Theatre Teacher Summit is live today, featuring me, and several colleagues around the country, some of whom have new books out through the same publisher mine are through. Cymbeline opened last night. I have another online meeting with Kari Margolis coming up, and had a lovely chat with Will Kilroy from the National Michael Chekhov Association today. The world keeps moving, and so should we. But “enough”? That’s subjective.

How do you know when you’re ‘enough’?

The quick and dirty video

There’s an entire mini-industry around short, crappy films… and when I say industry, I don’t mean that the filmmakers themselves are making any money off it, but groups like the 48hr film fest have been staying in the black for years… with many spin-offs and other short competitions.

Why is this?

Not as much because people really want to watch them (despite the efforts of at least some streaming services to create a market for shorts), but more because we need to make them, and we need a kick in the pants to get it done.

Nobody is born a great filmmaker, and most budding filmmakers have no real idea if they’re any good or not. Trust me, I worked for my fair share of indie filmmakers in my time that were convinced they were going to be the next big… whatever… and… weren’t.

But as a learning project, there’s few things that can beat just getting out and doing it, provided you approach the project with reasonable expectations, communicate those expectations to your team, and make a deliberate effort to actually learn from the process. This means opening yourself up to criticism on what I’m sure isn’t your best work. That’s hard, but it’s also how we get better.

Been thinking about this a lot this last month or two, and I have some examples I can share.

First, this short, shot a few years ago, in under five hours with a couple volunteers who hadn’t ever really done screen acting or stunt work before, and with a crew of… me. Written, shot, edited, armed, choreographed, lit, location managed, everything else. Is that ever how I’d want to shoot a legit project? Oh heck no, and there are things in this that, were I focused on one of my usual aspects, like fight coordination, actor training, gun handling, etc., I never would have let slide. But that’s the nature of the beast. At the time, I was working on The Screen Combat Handbook, and was wondering what I was forgetting – as well as feeling a bit like it’d been too long since I did some of these aspects of production, so I needed to test myself again. I also tried staging a few image ideas for the book (which counted towards that five hour total), most of which I ended up not using (although a picture of my Final Cut Pro timeline for this is in the book). Thanks to Dusten and Cody for being willing to play.

More recently, I was asked this summer to both help with a Cleveland 48hr Film Fest project, and to head up the inaugural Filmmaking intensive for the 10th annual CombatCon.

The 48hr film project was an invitation/request from B.J. Halsall and the Freke Show team, some of whom I’d met previously at Cleveland Indieclub meetings (a decent way to try to get a feel for the scene when you move to a new town). Nobody else on the project was stunt or stage combat trained, but they were interested in having that be an element of the project this year, and I had some time, and was itching to spend more time on set; all I’d done so far this past year in the realm of film/tv/video was acting (two industrial/training video scenarios for Steamfitters – playing a bar manager – and a day on Mayor of Kingstown, which was actually pretty cool). So I showed up, bringing a couple mats and my thinking cap, and ended up being both fight coordinator and one of the actors.

The short was well received. Brad’s New Job won 7 Awards, getting the most nominations and the most awards.

*Best Film – 4th Place

*Audience Choice Group B

*Best Ensemble Cast

*Best Use of Character

*Best Use of Line

*Best Of Screening

*Best Trailer

*The Danny Bass Award

Additional Nominations: Best Editing, Best Supporting Actress – Celine Kowall, Best Special Effects, Best Choreography (for my fight choreography)

Perhaps even more important, it was a fun and validating experience.

Then the week after that I went to Vegas for CombatCon, where the filmmaker’s intensive was set up basically as a “48hr film fest… with knives!” (in the words of one of the convention coordinators). Frankly I’m not sure that was the best use of the intensive, from a learning perspective – making it project instead of process focused made it less valuable as a learning experience, less educational for the students paying to be there, and it also was a bit of a logistical mess as we figured out how to make it work this first time. Number of writers/scripts was changing up until the day before shooting, casting was a mess up until halfway through shooting day (I ended up stepping in as cast, having not intended to do so, and taking off my mask for that is probably why I came back with COVID), and the hotel conference center made for a very limiting venue. The overlapping intensives included a McLemore system martial arts tomahawk and bowie track, so that also kinda dictated the weapons. We had less time to shoot these projects than any 48hr film project I’ve worked on or heard of (basically 11am-5:30pm) and each project essentially had a crew of one once production began. That said, both filmmakers in attendance completed projects in time to share at closing ceremonies, and hopefully learned from the process.

In a world of YouTube and Vimeo and TikTok and ubiquitous video it’s easy to put stuff out there. Maybe too easy, because there’s plenty of stuff out there that’s just not great work, whether it’s amateur shorts or people’s stage combat test scenes. From a curating-your-online-brand perspective for performers, why bother making things like this, let alone sharing them? Why would you want stuff out there of you being mediocre due to crazy time constraints, new and untrained colleagues, etc.?

Because we need to learn. Because learning comes from vulnerability and sharing and accepting critique… okay, maybe not random YouTube commenter @butthurt6969 who just says “haha you suck and you’re ugly go die in a fire”, because posting things online opens us up to stupidity like that as well, but solicit honest feedback. See what you’re embarrassed about still a year later, and make sure you never do it again. See what actually holds up, and do that more. See what you wish you’d done different, and go out there and freaking do it differently. Besides, most gigs will not be your best work anyway – there’s always something, from time constraints, to a bad partner, to weather issues, or an editor who butchered your work, or whatever, so there’s something to be said about what you do in bad circumstances being just as much who you are professionally as what you can do when given all the right tools and time.

…but also try to curate a ‘best-of’ demo reel, and make sure that’s the one you actually promote more widely, if you’re trying to make it as a performer and not just someone who got to do a fun project over the weekend. Yeah, an update to mine is definitely on my to-do list…

For what it’s worth, here’s a share of the BEST of the 48hr films I’ve ever worked on… but this one was insane in the amount of money and other resources they poured into it (and yes, I did get paid to work on it as a gun wrangler etc.). It’s extremely rare for anyone to pour those kinds of professional and financial resources into a non-paying project like the 48hr film fest… but it does sometimes happen, and I feel sorry for everyone else who had to compete against it. I’ve done 48hr films in Seattle, Richmond, and Cleveland, going back at least 13 years, but this was a highlight, quality-wise:

Celestial Bronze? Percy Jackson sword experiment

Finally got around to trying something I’ve been planning/thinking about/working towards since last Fall:

Using some of the Sur Fin Chemical aluminum coloring treatments on some Rogue Steel Leafblade swords I built up from blanks.

This was all kick-started by hearing the rights to the Percy Jackson musical The Lightning Thief was going to start licensing rights publicly, which predictably means some high schools and colleges are starting to do the show.

Knowing the books, the weapons used by the pubescent demigod heroes in the series are supposed to be made of “Celestial Bronze” (or Imperial Gold for the Roman counterparts to the original Greek heroes, or Stygian Iron for some of the antiheroes). So I figured I’d see if I could go a step beyond what the original production did, and actually make props look like bronze. Sur Fin Chemicals and I found each other at just the right time… but it took me a while to finish the hilts, and the weather wasn’t conducive to mixing potentially non-friendly chemicals this winter anyway. So the coloring has been on hold… until today.

It’s interesting stuff, and goes pretty far (I mixed more than I should have, expecting it to be a bit thicker perhaps). Overall, I’d call it a success.

Before treatment:

During:

After one treatment/pass/coat:

After another pass… untreated sword left, then two treated other swords (did I mention I mixed too much?), and then these two again:

More on the video:

https://youtu.be/q5g16UoTObY

MoCap Project!

Yes, it has been over a year since my last post here, so this is probably long overdue, but I realized that sharing a page is usually more algorithm-friendly than sharing a YouTube link, so perhaps it was time to dust off the ol’ WordPress blog.

It’s been a long, hard few years for many, and I’ve had a lot less exciting creative professional projects this last year or two than I normally would, thanks to COVID-19. I’ve gotten to help with fights for a few gigs here and there, some online conferences and workshops, and some classes, I’ve been doing more service work with the SAFD and other organizations, made and modified some props I might talk about later, but the biggest continuing pet project of the past couple years has been a constantly-evolving grant-funded project on motion capture as a pedagogical tool for movement training.

This actually started more specifically as something about VR/AR and the potential of true first-person content as maybe better for learning some physical skills than the usual third-person video content. My first year at it was a Freedman Fellows project on that, and I did some initial experiments in first-person VR video recording to see if that was viable, too motion-sickness inducing, or just not worth it.

But I pretty quickly realized that VR wasn’t ideal, because the viewer had no idea about where their own body was in space. This is problematic for learning because you can’t compare yourself to a model, and for safety because you can’t really move freely around the space without running into things.

So then onto Augmented Reality, where you can see something 3d projected into your actual surroundings. I had high hopes for things like the Microsoft Hololens, because I knew Case Western had been working with them already and had some in their possession, but when I was finally able to test some out, I quickly realized they wouldn’t work. Too narrow a field of vision, too laggy, etc. The Oculus Quest 2 has some AR tools coming soon, apparently, using their low-res black and white cameras to sort of do AR, but the developer tools don’t seem to be available to the general public just yet. So that part of the project got mostly put into the theoretical future bin.

But the other realization I quickly had with the 360 video was that true first-person perspective would require motion capture, since a physical camera can never really be put inside your head. You can do first-person video where you control the perspective, like Hardcore Henry did, but not in such a way that the user can decide where to look.

And this took me in another direction, based more around motion capture. The Freedman Fellowship really only funds hiring a student or other support for labor, not equipment, so I started applying for others, and landed an ACES+ Opportunity Grant and then later a Glennan Fellowship, and between those and the tail end of my setup funds, I was able to get the basic equipment need to buy a basic motion capture set.

I chose the Perception Neuron Studio system, because I needed something relatively affordable, portable, and with pretty quick setup, which the better optical systems just don’t offer, and I also had a preference for straps over suits, since I wanted to be able to put different students in it without worrying about suit fit, having to launder things constantly, etc. (which ruled out Rococo, the other main competitor to Noitom). I also wanted something I could do a one-time purchase of and own, since that’s how grants work, and some of the systems out there are subscription-based for the software. I’d used an inertial/magnetic setup previously at the Paddy Crean workshops, so those were already on my radar.

2015 (?) at the Paddy Crean Workshop in Banff, Canada, working with
professionals from New Zealand, the UK, Norway, Canada and the US.

I wanted to try two main things in terms of classroom usage: Base mocap data for movement and postural analysis, and mapping on to other characters as a sort of modern descendant of traditional mask or puppetry work. The VR/AR thing is still in a possibly/maybe/eventually list, but classroom use came to the fore.

I originally leaned towards Unreal for the latter, as perhaps more of an industry standard in video games and movie/tv production, but the student I was able to hire for the second year of Freedman Fellowship support was familiar with Unity instead, and with their purchase of the WETA tools and some of their new demos, Unity’s definitely still a player in the market.

Anyway, after working on this idea for over a year now, I’ve been able to test these ideas in the classroom:

…and yes, this is part of a longer series/playlist of videos I’ve made long the way, trying to figure out how to make this all work.

Up next, in a couple weeks:

…and I’ve just found out that our Cardinal Richleau at the CPH Three Musketeers (just went into rehearsals) is someone else I know, who’s worked on cartoon and video game mocap, so this may grow.

Looking forward to seeing where all this can lead!

Yep, still here. Mostly.

Hanging in there, like most folks I know!

Just closed out my first directing gig in the age of Covid. Was assigned by my department with the intent of being a quick staged reading, going up the second week of classes… but I really didn’t want to offer just yet another Zoom meeting with people talking – and with strange speech patterns on top of that. So I opted to keep rehearsal to about a week and a half before classes started and into the first week, then record them, and do a little basic editing of the Zoom recording. The actors all had varied audio gear, internet quality, lighting, etc., and none of them had green screens, but the Zoom virtual background of a chromakey template did a good enough job for what it was. I added in some basic sound effects and background atmosphere, some subtle setting intro fades for scenes, and a scroll of the script. Seems like it got a pretty positive response, which is gratifying, and it fit the slot we try to offer every year or two of a classical or otherwise heightened speech piece:

Now I’m able to focus more on the wacky world of online teaching (this semester it’s an undergrad Acting class, and Stage Combat with the MFAs). Starting to get my space and tools figured out by now:

As with I think everyone, gigs are kinda slow right now… did a little work on a BIPOC-led cop drama thing last Fall and might do a bit more with that later if they get more funding. Might be working on a Karamu House show that’s recording and then going online later in the Spring. Just sent off an audition tape for something shooting later in the Spring. That’s about it… but it’s also been good to have time to focus more on keeping the household/family running and together, on my teaching, etc… plus the usual committees and service that faculty work entails; we’re in scholarship audition season, so I’ve been putting together videos for undergrad recruitment, doing Q&As and mini workshops, and will have a full day of auditions this coming weekend.

Looking forward to a time when enough of us can get vaccinated and we can all meet again.

Stay warm, safe, and healthy my friends!

Lockdown

Oof. It’s been a heck of a long year, these past nine months or so since my last entry.

Fall actually got me in trouble a bit, over-extending myself. Between the book deadline, directing a show, and multiple fight choreography gigs, I short-changed the time and brainpower and sleep required to do my best work as a teacher. Got called out on that, and have had a hard time making it up to my grad students. Tried hard going into Spring, and only had a few gigs (I’m de-facto resident fight person for Cleveland Playhouse, and had a blast working on CLUE with them), but then the whole pandemic hit.

First week or two of that, my laptop died (with no Apple store open to take it to) and I lost all my lesson plans. I was sure they were on my cloud drive, but maybe having it open when the laptop died screwed that up. Had to get a new motherboard and hard drive and screen. Then my wife got sick, and was in quarantine in our bedroom for a few weeks, while the three kids were also transitioning to online instruction, and while that was happening also our fridge died, several light fixtures died, some toilets needed fixing… it was just a string of crises, and I got a bit overwhelmed, and again, asked too much of the grad students in terms of solo projects between online checkins, and wasn’t the most transparent with the constantly changing game plan. Teaching movement online is a challenge. Internet connection at home was inconsistent, don’t have a big space to move in while on camera, some lesson plans had to be put off and new ones thrown in. Still waiting to hear what Fall will look like, but I’m sure it will also involve lots of constant adjustments. I’m committed to doing better, but if we can’t meet in person or come in contact, things like stage combat (which was supposed to be more than a semester before they leave at the end of next year) may not work. The SAFD won’t allow online-only certification, nor should they; partnering skills, distancing, etc. are a huge part of stage combat. It pains me, since that’s what I’m best at, and I sorely need to shine a bit with this cohort, but if it means paring it down to Spring in the hopes of getting to meet in person, and doing something else in the Fall, that may be what happens. I’m also down for an acting class and an undergraduate movement class this Fall. The writing seminar I did this last Spring worked just fine with the transition mid-semester to online-only, but performance classes are going to be much harder.

But, on the productive end of things:

The Screen Combat Handbook is now out!

It’s available on Routledge.com, Amazon, and elsewhere. Glad to have that off my plate finally, and I hope it can do some good out there.

The PewTube and Fight Designer YouTube channels both have new content from this past couple months.

I’ve started catching up on updates to the Fight Designer website, but still have a ways to go.

There have been a few online appearances (a panel at ZoeCon, and an upcoming stage combat online workshop class I’m prepping for), some online trainings (the Social Distancing Showdown happened the weekend I would otherwise have been teaching at the Allegheny Alley Fight, so I jumped on as a student, and I’m hoping to participate in a Synetic-sponsored online movement workshop series this week).

But mostly I’m still busy with keeping my household from falling apart. I got a list from the city last October or something of things we had to fix, and weather has kept me from doing most of them until recently – it’s been a late, wet Spring here, and things like driveway work and masonry don’t go well with that. Not the most creative or satisfying work I’ve ever done, certainly, but older houses take work and money, and it’s just one of many things I’ve neglected (and to be fair, it has like an 85 year head start on me, and we just moved in last year).

I think there are many things that I hope never return to quite what they were before, as I hope this has made obvious some of the failings in our healthcare and political systems in the US… but I can’t wait for the day we all feel safe returning to the classrooms, theatre, and film sets. And I hope enough of those institutions survive the interim, because I know they won’t all.

Hope everyone’s staying healthy and sane.

Fall Cornucopia

My horn of plenty overfloweth!

A professional life, especially one associated with the gig economy, is always a balancing act. Even before you add in family and other considerations, there’s the uncertain dates on gigs, the auditioning for multiple overlapping projects in the assumption you won’t get most of them (and the pleasant yet panic-inducing feeling when you do), the travel plans… it’s a good struggle to have, because it means you must be doing something right… until you start screwing things up because you bit off more than you can chew.

I don’t think I’m quite there yet.

Currently writing from my airBnB in Brooklyn, teaching for the Summer Sling stage combat workshop. First time back here (both workshop and NYC I think) since 2011, when I interned at the Sling and got some renewals as a part of my build-up to the Teacher Certification Workshop (which I did in 2012). Great to be back. Got in midnight last night, thanks to some travel delays, but basically came here straight from Orlando (flew back to Cleveland, swapped suitcases from the car in the satellite parking, went back to airport).

Earlier this summer I did fights for more shows with Karamu House (The Adventures of the Black Girl in Her Search for God) and Dobama (When Farah Cries), both for the BorderLight Theatre Festival, and Tom at the Farm for Convergence/Continuum.

Had a good and productive time at the ATHE theatre conference this past week. presenting on Consent in Movement and Combat Instruction and Evolution of the Michael Chekhov Technique, both panels filled with old friends at this point. Tacked on a couple days for Disney with the family, who joined me in Orlando. Means I showed up here in NYC already having blisters and sore feet from all the walking, but it worked! Lots of great momentum at ATHE around Intimacy work (both IDI and TIE were well represented) and diversity (plenary sessions and keynote talks and panels), both of which are at the forefront of our evolving industry. I managed to land an Assistant Faculty position with Theatrical Intimacy Education (TIE), but they have their certification process on hold while they figure out inclusivity and intersectionality questions, so I’m not sure where exactly that’s all going to go in the coming year, but I look forward to finding out. In the meantime, it was great catching up with a lot of VCU alums, ATME members, stage combat buddies, and other connections I hadn’t seen in ages. That wasn’t something I could do while based in Wyoming, between the geographic isolation and the complete lack of professional development support.

Here at the Summer Sling, I’m teaching morning sessions on Sentiment du Fer (had that this morning), Rhythm as a choreographic and expressive tool in unarmed (tomorrow morning), The moulinet in combat, and assisting with the choreography track the rest of the day(s).

Also trying to edit my second book (need to cut about 20K words still, plus do more illustrations and video), and get ready for the show I’m directing in the first slot (Bethany, which auditions the first week of classes, the week after I get back). The day after I get back I’ll be in the first rehearsal for Into the Breeches, my first real solid fight gig at Cleveland Playhouse, plus probably one of those nights back at Dobama theatre to help with some gun stuff for Stupid Fucking Bird. Sent in one video audition while in Orlando, for the first thing sent on to me by Docherty Talent, and just got another one from them today. Also had one through the local stunt coordinator. Several faculty and advising meetings the week I get back as well, so it’s all packed in nicely. Should be able to pull this all of, so long as I don’t get sick (several family members are, and I was just sharing a hotel room with them in Orlando). Falling behind on things like PewTube videos, especially since my laptop has been filling up with book image files.

Wishing I had more time to enjoy NYC while I’m here, but one can only ask so much of life!